It hurts so much that I don’t know who you are
Forced to love you in prayer and from afar
Hearing your voice everywhere I go
It pains me that I knew you would never show
Still wishing for mistletoe, a kiss, and the hug that erases any pain
The holidays are gone once again, and I’m left with distain
Broken and crying I will give myself today
Tomorrow God will make a new way
The road is calling and the songs I will sing
A change in scenery is what the new day will bring
When God’s promises come into fruition, I do not know
I will use this time wisely and continue to grow
Someday soon my true love and I will be together
For it was proven by the sight of a feather
God does not lie but shows me signs
Ones that only can be done by the divine
So, I continue to wait and see
What God has in store just for me